Alone but Never Lonely


An old soul in young bones,
That’s me,
I have gone through many stages in my life,
I have gone through a stage of loneliness,
Wanting to feel the love of another,
Wanting to feel the feeling of simply being wanted,
I have gone through times of withdrawal,
Wanting only to cut out the world and everything in it,
Because it brought me disappointment, Rejection,
And loneliness,
I have gone through times when I was utterly and completely content and happy with who I am in myself,
All of these stages have contributed to who I am now,
One thing however has always come up for me during my different stages, and that’s my greatest fear,
My greatest fear has always been that I will grow old alone,
At one stage I had become a person obsessed with this feeling of needing someone to give me the love I so…

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I’m alone,

I’m afraid,

There seems to be no way out,

I think I’m a good person, but the closest I’ve come to finding someone true was in my imagination,

I’ve tried dating sites,

I’ve tried clubs,

I’ve tried just putting out my desperation,

But nothing ever seems to happen.

I’m afraid that I’m going to be fifty, single and alone trying to get the young ones for a quickie,

Why can’t I meet someone that likes all of me?

That wants me?

Someone that is themself, comfortable, and just makes me laugh,

I want someone to call just because they want to hear my voice.

I have friends, great supportive friend but I feel like something is missing,

I don’t need someone else to define me

I just want companionship, that’s all,

I don’t want to be fifty and alone…

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